but i know you're right and that i shouldn't be alone
i'm just worried i'll have a breakdown in front of him and make his life harder. do you think i should have an emergency session with my therapist? i try not to do that kinda thing but this is... rough.
i'm contemplating things i'm afraid to text you because i feel like you'll storm over to make sure i'm still alive. does that seem emergency-ish or do you think it'll pass with time?
you've got a lot of caretaker-nurturer instincts. you're a sweetheart, even if sometimes we drive each other mad. your boyfriends and your future children are lucky.
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I feel like
You probably should not be alone.
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but i know you're right and that i shouldn't be alone
i'm just worried i'll have a breakdown in front of him and make his life harder. do you think i should have an emergency session with my therapist? i try not to do that kinda thing but this is... rough.
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Maybe? I have never been to a therapist, despite your urging, I am not sure how these things work.
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i'm contemplating things i'm afraid to text you because i feel like you'll storm over to make sure i'm still alive. does that seem emergency-ish or do you think it'll pass with time?
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Because you are right, I will.
But you sound like you need a professional.
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i trust your judgment more than mine, yusuke
i'm gonna see if my therapist has any openings right now. she might not. she's booked pretty thoroughly some weeks. wish me luck?
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If not, call me. I can show up in seconds, it's no trouble.
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you're gonna make a good dad someday.
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Thank you. I think I at least know what not to do.
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Beka is better at it than I am.
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well, in every field, there is a master. doesn't mean you're not good at it just because you found said master.
I'm on my phone I forgot how copy pasting works obvioisly
I blame Mondays.
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I can come take a look at the furniture tomorrow. Let me know if you think of anything else.