[He wasn't... curious, exactly. He was just... Akira was just Akira! He adored the guy, he was pretty much his reason for having all of these new friends and for helping him get his life back together.
He was extremely devoted to the guy, that was for sure. But was he curious...?]
Nah- I mean... he's my best friend. All of you guys are but he's just... our leader, you know? Yeah.
[Yeah.]
Why- are you...? [Into him. He could see it, Yusuke and Akira.]
It takes Ryuji a moment before he is able to text Yusuke back. He just has to think about that question. The people he had been with have been great, but they've just been his friends. He was about to make some really good friends, most likely, since they were all being intimate and everything but...]
They're my friends, yeah. I would say I care about them as friends now but are you talking about love or something? ...I'm not in love with anyone here, nah.
...I'd wonder if they were just better than me, too. At stuff and just, in general. I guess. The people they were sleeping with I mean. [He's always wondering if people are just better than him, and most of the time they are.]
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[He wasn't... curious, exactly. He was just... Akira was just Akira! He adored the guy, he was pretty much his reason for having all of these new friends and for helping him get his life back together.
He was extremely devoted to the guy, that was for sure. But was he curious...?]
Nah- I mean... he's my best friend. All of you guys are but he's just... our leader, you know? Yeah.
[Yeah.]
Why- are you...? [Into him. He could see it, Yusuke and Akira.]
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[oblivious af]
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[ He would have probably never admitted it back home, but that stigma looks to be completely absent from this world. A silver lining, however small. ]
I am open to women, as well. But I have no experience yet, to speak of.
[ Something about the sensitive twink aesthetic attracts more men! Who would have guessed. ]
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I mean- yeah I can see it you're kinda the flexible type. Is that like an artist thing or-?
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...many of the greatest artists had same-sex relationships. Maybe they felt the same.
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How come you never said anything about this back home? [Curious, really.]
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[Japan? Well yeah of course, but one's LOVE LIFE? Tell him about that!!]
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Anyways. Glad to see you're doing okay, dude. Keep it up!
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People are great here!
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It takes Ryuji a moment before he is able to text Yusuke back. He just has to think about that question. The people he had been with have been great, but they've just been his friends. He was about to make some really good friends, most likely, since they were all being intimate and everything but...]
They're my friends, yeah. I would say I care about them as friends now but are you talking about love or something? ...I'm not in love with anyone here, nah.
That's really different, man.
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But do you think you could be? With some more time?
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But. I think having feelings here would be the hardest shit ever. Like, the person you're in love with would be sleeping with other people too, right?
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....I never even thought about all this.... [That was way too heavy for him.]
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But I agree. It could never be exclusive. Do you ever wonder who else they've been with?
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...I'd wonder if they were just better than me, too. At stuff and just, in general. I guess. The people they were sleeping with I mean. [He's always wondering if people are just better than him, and most of the time they are.]
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Then is it pointless to love anyone here?
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